Home
ABOUT
WRITING + UPDATES
ONE ON ONE
YEARLONG PROGRAM
PRAISE
PRESS
BRAND WORK
ARTISTIC WORK
SHOP
EVENTS
MOON CLUB
CONNECT

Home
ABOUT
WRITING + UPDATES
ONE ON ONE
YEARLONG PROGRAM
PRAISE
PRESS
BRAND WORK
ARTISTIC WORK
SHOP
EVENTS
MOON CLUB
CONNECT

n by Norwegian

April 6, 2017
by Alexandra Roxo

Click here to read the entire feature in n by Norwegian !

Posted in press

and

tagged with press, 3

Powered by Squarespace

Showing the truth of my Heart to you in any moment is the greatest foundation for all my actions and joys in this world.
.
Without the Truth of my Heart revealed I’m just going through the motions-
Checking things off lists,
Doing what’s expected of me,
Working towards goals.
.
When I reveal the moment to moment truth of my Heart with you everything changes. The masks come down for us both. We can breathe deeper. The internal pressure is softened.
.
A hand is outstretched saying:
“Meet me here. I don’t have it all together. I cry. I’m confused. But I am still showing up. Showing you my soul. My truth. My infinite nature. Please show me yours. Let’s not pretend anymore.”
.
I want you raw and real or I don’t want you.
.
I don’t want your people pleasing. I don’t want your pleasantries.
.
I want your bloody mess of a heart dripping on the floor.
.
When you walk into a room I wanna feel you Love, your Heart, like a fucking juicy slap on my ass.
.
Waking me the fuck up.
.
Back to Love.
.
Back to my Infinite Nature.
.
I don’t have time for bullshit.
.
I do have time for laughter! Grieving. Snot. Spit. Singing. Dancing. Growling. Whatever truth is itching to be birthed from your Soul.
.
That truth I have time for.
.
I will also hold you gently and ask to be held with tenderness. I will be a tiny kitten whimpering and soft, a mess, at times.
.
I promise I won’t hold it in though! I will not fake it! I’ll share even that most tender and vulnerable part of me with you!
.
Because if I die before sharing the depth of my Heart with you I would be super bummed. A cosmic tragedy!
.
So here you have my promise.
.
Wanna meet me here? In the land of Open Heart Realness?
.
I’m waiting for you with open arms, ready to wipe your tears and hear your visionary ideas! Yes please! Come.
.
I love you.

I am so grateful for all the amazing responses to my interview with @shamandurek. If you haven’t listened to he and I’s chat on his podcast “Ancient Wisdom” please do. It’s a very deep and powerful one around sexuality, relationships, sexual healing and the evolution of relationship.
.
We were both channeling some deep stuff. It took me a few hours to recover honestly! I had also just come off leading a ceremony and last Mentorship retreat in the desert and my heart was already blasted wide open. So there was just pure openness from me in this podcast from a space greater than my personal identity that will expire one day! I hope the words spoken will be little seeds in hearts that will last beyond me. 😊
.
I am so honored and grateful to be able to share this space with Durek, and you! Thank you to everyone who was written us both such beautiful words of love and support. Please share it with friends if you feel inspired! This podcast shares my mission and story and I would love it to be widely heard!
.
A wonderful contrast to this intense convo w Shaman D is my talk on the Priestess Podcast with @julesyparker which was so so lovely talking about how to bring more ritual and magic into your life in the most radical and mundane of ways! It’s a wonderful follow up- empowering, more gentle, and sweet!
.
I will post both in my story today for you to listen. Also linked in my linktree!
.
Loving You ♥️ Written by a Being who is like a “Little Snake 🐍who likes to curl up and rest on a Solid Rock and soak up the Sun” 👆🏽- said to me once by @gabyherstik.
.
Photo by @_pleione

The Ectasy Within this Human Form,
There is truly nothing like it-
Running through the pouring rain down a back alley giggling
Letting watermelon juice dribble down your chin scooping from
The fruit
Being tickled by Someone You Love
Who says
“Arent you just the greatest toy to play with!”
Feeling attracted and inspired by a New Human buzzing through your loins
Crying because you’re so passionate about your Mission on this Planet that you’re in a Constant Heart Melt
Wearing shiny gold boots amidst muggles on the train in a half slumber
Kissing Krishna in Meditation-
It all gets stored in the Divine Inner Garden, seedlings of Love, Bliss, always there.
.
Seeing how everything is a Miracle we’ve been conditioned not to notice cause we “working so hard” on “important” stuff
Thank Goddess you got out of your own shit and you noticed!
That
Waves are magic!
And birds really fly?! What?!!
.
Sure you needed to cultivate some tools to get here past the traumas and pains. But there are free tools! Like writing. Storytelling. Prayer. Sitting. Gazing at the sky. Dancing wildly! Kissing!
.
We are always looking for Magic but then a Flower grows and how come we didn’t notice how bananas magical that is?!
.
Don’t even think I’m gonna die not noticing the magic that exists on this planet! I am gonna enjoy every flower’s petaling. Every flying bug. Every metamorphosis of a butterfly. Every meeting of a human who magically brings tingles into my skin.
♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
Excited for all the Goddesses signed up to start “How to Embody Your Feminine Fire” to sink into the juice of their inner world! It’s not too late to sign up. I can’t wait to hear how it goes for everyone! I put a lot of LOVE and FIRE into the Guided Practices. There was yelling. Cursing. Devilish laughter. Growling. I gave it 100% so you will rise to meet me there!!!
.
And also—- Yesterday’s Moon Club New Moon Journey was so amazing! Thank you to everyone who joined. I was in such a trance I don’t remember what I said, but something way bigger than me was speaking and it felt juicy delicious! Comment if you saw something in journey you wanna share! It may inspire someone!
.
Loving You on your Path. Courage!

A poem for your Sweet and Fiery Soul today! FUCK YEAH NEW MOON. The work isn’t over yet BUT there is breath. There is a spark!
.
This Eclipse season and these retrogrades have unearthed things in me that I’ve been like “I don’t wanna see that! I thought that was finished!” Little pockets of old feelings. Tiny shards of stored pains or resentments. Light strands of cords between my heart and the hearts of those I have said goodbye too. And also asked me to give a makeover and upgrade to all places in my life! Last night my psyche and subconscious turned and churned showing me everything that was lingering and sticking around in the underworld of my being.
.
That’s what happens when you tune your inner station to the subtle energies. It’s like when animals know when it’s going to rain. Or when there’s danger closeby. Or how they know when to prepare for winter. They are in communion with subtle energies of nature that we have lost touch with.
.
There was massive thunder and lightning this morning and I heard again and again “Let it all go.” What a gift is the crack of thunder and lightning and the cleansing shower of rain. .
Dancing the dance with a long lost spirit of nature that wants to be close to us is so necessary these days. .
Today I will let it go. Let it out. And enjoy the fuck of of a new lunar cycle beginning, surrendering to something deeper than my human mind, yet again. .
Moon Club I am so stoked to lead us in a Guided Intentions Setting Journey and Meditation tomorrow!
.
Happy Eclipse and New Moon Loves!

You may have caught one of my dear friends @moundsimone and I live on Insta Sunday chatting about "WHAT IS EMBODIMENT? WHAT IS YOGA REALLY? WHAT IS TANTRA?"
🔥♥️
It was a real great convo where we talked about where some spiritual practices end. So others can begin!
♥️🔥
So I practiced seated meditation starting back at age 19 when I learned from my friend Alana who was a devotee of Yogananda. We focused on our 3rd eyes. We worked on transcending sex and the physical form. We saw the world as "Maya" or illusion and something we had to withstand and get beyond.
♥️🔥
But then I was like "Hmm why would I be in this body if I was supposed to try and forget about it all day? And how can I celebrate my passions and creative life force and use it for good instead of breathe it away?”
🔥♥️
So I found embodied and Feminine spiritual practices in my early 20's and moon rituals! I would use breath and sound and movement in acting school and sob and sob in front of a room of people and let myself completely fall apart until my heart was revealed. It was dramatic yes, but also beautiful and showed me the magic of letting my power FLOW through me as a gift.
🔥♥️
To this day it’s how I stay present. Let my light shine. And reveal my truth to you here! It’s how I get out of my head. My analysis. My constant “figuring things out” and into something deeper.
.
This is ancient ancient stuff. Not new. Not fancy. Doesn't require a whole certification. Doesn’t only apply to actors. It's a practice within you.
🔥♥️
And that's why I am leading this as my first Moon Masterclass 🔥How to Embody your Feminine Fire 🔥starting next week on the Leo New Moon to share how to use this practice to reveal your radiance, your essence, your heart!
🔥♥️
This is how I get super present, how I let myself be seen and let my truth come through, how I let the hardness of life crack off me so I can shine. I’m doing it now so I can get juicy in my body and heart before Burning Man since my life is very computer and mind centric these days.
🔥♥️
First round gets a Slack Group w Q and A with me! Link in bio! Excited for all the babes who signed up! Intro yourself pls- wanna know ya! 🙌🏼😘

Mercury Retrograde School is my fave - my Gemini rising + North Node Self is happy to swiftly let things get
CLEAR THE FUCK UP
To hop out of emotions
Sentimentality
And look at what works and what needs a REFRESH
What emails need to be written with crystal clear words
What doors are left slightly ajar leaking my vibes
That I need to
SHUT
And say “Goodbye.” What spreadsheets need to be made,
Where am I being sloppy
Dreamy
Foggy
Delusional
Idealistic
Where do I need a Straight Up Yummy Reality Check!
.
Oh I love Mercury School!
Communication Bootcamp
Clarity School
Teach me where there is fog to clear Baby
Teach me where I need to speak and defend my energy and time and value
Teach me where I am being unclear
Teach me what relationships need an upgrade
A transformation
Or a
Goodbye!
.
I am not afraid of this magnifying glass on my inner workings.
.
I fucking love it.
.
Don’t you?
.
We couldn’t hire a better coach to sift through our relationships and businesses and show us what needs work!
.
Best thing is Merc Rx School is FREE baby! SO COOL!
.
My car window got smashed caused illusions are getting smashed! A friend or two may have dropped. A few conversations have been laden with tears and uplevels. And it’s all amazing!
.
These lessons are beautiful. They reveal how far we’ve come. When we can cry and then laugh. And not take it too seriously!
.
What amazing lessons is Merc showing you? Tell tell!!!
.
Photo of me happy Mercury that is toning my ass in the best way, like a Sexy Personal Trainer I love to hire, by @_pleione

Last year during the summer eclipses I got some big lessons. A job I was working as a director for a corporation cut my pay in half the day before shooting. I felt like someone had cut off my leg. I knew it wasn’t right. I tried to stand up for myself. I said it wasn’t right. But they said “Accept it or walk away.” I thought “Hey, it’s better than nothing.” And I did the job anyway.
.
The day was terrible. I knew I compromised my integrity. As a woman, I knew I sent the message “I’ll let you treat me differently than a male director.” It was a dark day.
.
6 months later another eclipse came, and everywhere it was written “Whatever you didn’t settle in August is coming back up!” And lo and behold the EXACT same situation arose. The job I was working cut my pay in half! Day before! The shoot was ON the Eclipse day! This time I was ready to walk. I fought for myself. And I negotiated. And I yelled onset that day like a mad woman. Like Kali incarnate. And after that day I walked away from the job. No matter that it was high paying. I kept getting treated poorly. And in a way I don’t think would have flown for a male director.
.
But it took 6 MONTHS to nail that lesson. Sometimes it takes years and I’m sure this was literally the grand finale of years of me compromising around money and my worth.
.
And with eclipse season returning now what do you think came up for me? I had to defend my money and time again. Yep. In a way that I didn’t want to. To someone I deeply care about. I didn’t want to get angry. I didn’t want to yell. But I heard the voice “Girl! It’s eclipse season! You’re in boot camp! Nail this lesson babe! You got this! SPEAK UP!” It was messy. But I spoke up and defended myself.
.
August 11th is another Eclipse...and I am READY. I’m ready to tell the Universe “Yo. I’m not Mother Teresa. I don’t give freebies. I don’t have to mother everyone. I own that it’s my shadow and gift to want to help heal and enlighten everyone around me, but it’s not my job to make sure everyone around me is growing and healing, it’s my job to take care of me.” 🙏🏼🔥♥️
.
What are you working on this Eclipse season? Shout it out in comments!
.
Photo by @nadine_freniere

GET UPDATES, ARTICLES, AND MORE

Sign up with your email address to receive news and updates!

First Name

Last Name

Email Address

We won't spam ya I promise. We respect your privacy.

Thank you!