Contact

Connect

Literary Agent

Marilyn Allen,
O’ Shea Agency

Okay okay I’m back on season 3 of @toohotnetflix

Okay okay I’m back on season 3 of @toohotnetflix teaching a quick workshop in episode four! Out today.
“Deeper Connection Queen” - yes pls 😁🙏🏼 cause last season and this season I’m trying to get people to connect FROM DEPTH and heart and not surface….And well…Alas! I can only do so much 😂🤷🏻‍♀️
But I love a challenge…i coach and teach mainly folks who work on themselves already / feel their feelings / have done some introspection which is a different game than working with folks who are like: “What’s a feeling?! Wait! I hate those!” 😜(also me on some days!)
But makes me happy to traverse into the mainstream, and come back home to my niche of spiritual feminine heart and soul embodied transformation work, and then go back out into the wild again 🐅🐍
Takeaways of the workshop:
✨allow yourself to get messy, when considering a partner, see how you can let the real you be seen
✨umm maybe consider more than the outside when considering a partner
✨play breaks down the walls between us and opens us to connection and liberates us
✨perfection doesn’t exist, stop trying for it
You guys know that stuff but ya know- not everyone does 😘♥️
Big love - thanks for watching and reading!
#toohottohandle #netflix #alexandraroxo

I remember a few years ago…maybe 5 years back, b

I remember a few years ago…maybe 5 years back, being at a breathwork in LA and feeling like my self expression and will power were trying so hard to come to the surface…and all I felt was anxiety in my belly when I considered being honest publicly about my own spiritual path and healing journey and revealing more of myself as my art…
I had created publicly as a filmmaker, artist and actress but the thought of writing and coaching around the things most dear and personal and tender to me was terrifying at the time. Truly.
I worked really hard on my own empowerment for the next few years (for lack of a better word). I wrote like a mofo publicly, took photos and let myself be seen, and found my voice in its vulnerability and courage…
But it certainly wasn’t easy! It felt like there was something clamping down on my power center, my solar plexus…fear in my guts.
Potential rejection, shame around what people would think, all the things…
But now my belly rests easy as I stand in my power.
After untamping my power (solar / masculine / 3rd chakra / yang - whatever you wish to call it!) I made sure to not get stuck there (power is seductive!) and started the journey upward into heart opening and softening work.
I also chose not to become too enchanted with money and sex as I did healing in those areas too along with power (energy centers 1-3) but kept my focus on HEART.
The heart work has been the deepest, most painful, most fulfilling, excruciating, and amazing work…I think it was all leading here for me, and it’s where I hold the most pain and potential for love.
From there I entered deep partnership after being single for most of 7 years.
I had major cleanup to do around money, sex, power FIRST…before that.
I work with women mostly around power and love these days and how to live empowered, fully expressed, but with an open soft tender receptive loving juicy heart…not letting empowerment make you hardened or closed to love.
Excited to welcome a group of women into mentorship with me in 2022, and one on one private clients ready for the above this year…
Photo collab above w @pleione.sanctuary - Held by the Green of Open Heart

Taking a break this month from releasing podcasts.

Taking a break this month from releasing podcasts. But we will be back up very soon with some amazing people❤️‍🔥
In the mean time…here are some of my faves from last season ICYMI: @rubywarrington, @madisonmargolin of @doubleblindmag, @sophie.jaffe, @dradijaffe, @thehellyeslife and @iamdaniellepaige ✨
* pardon the typo on Queen @iamdaniellepaige ‘s name 🙏🏼
If you enjoy the episode pls stop and leave a note / review / message ✌🏼♥️😘
#creativity #cancelculture #grief #psychedelic #consciousrelationships #explant #healingjourney

I spend so much time thinking about how I love…

I spend so much time thinking about how I love…
It is a bit of an obsession at times but also just a life purpose.
The other night in a ceremony I heard how hard the character of “Awareness” coaxes the character of “Heart” to open inside myself.
All day, every day…Awareness is reminding Heart to choose LOVE over FEAR.
They are chatting all day, deep dialogue…
Because the choosing of fear lives deep in the DNA.
To choose love instead of judge / analyze / fear / worry can feel like a survival risk to the human DNA…
All day I am oriented towards this practice…for many years…an internal activism of sorts.
On New Year’s after steeping in love and dancing and sacred plants, we traipsed down a snowy path for about a mile, into a tiny teahouse and when the Mistress pouring tea asked me “What Is your destiny?”
I said “Love.”
It’s so simple it hurts.
That day Love was something I knew to do and live by. It oozed from me.
The next day with some bad news Fear took up shop inside me and I forgot Love…for the whole day.
I knew I was forgetting, but pain and sadness seduced me towards fear and my Heart clamped it’s petals shut so hard…
I couldnt stay with my mission if I tried…
But then I sat again amongst friends laughing and sharing stories and eating fondue, love entered me and the pain in my chest subsided and I could breath fully again.
This is the dance: open, close, open again…
All day I am consumed with: “Am I living as love? Or fear?”
Some days I fail beautifully and live in my head, worried and scared-
But I never abandon the mission…to know Love and live as love no matter what…
Because if living from Love instead of Fear became popular what could this place be like ?
An always inquiry and question
And poetry of my life
X
Alexandra
Photo, a collaboration with @pleione.sanctuary, Brooklyn 2018 - Listening.
#pathoflove #heartpath #feminineheart #chooselove #embodiment #journeyofawakening #sacredplants

I wrote on my stories the other day that I so appr

I wrote on my stories the other day that I so appreciate having people I trust to lead me places spiritually and emotionally where I either don’t wanna go, get lazy to go to, or just can’t access alone.
I am grateful there are teachers and coaches I trust to take me there. I really can’t do it alone. I can’t see my blind spots. I can’t give myself the feedback I need. I can’t close my eyes and surrender when I’m leading myself.
I need support. And I’m so grateful for the support I have to keep meeting my own edges in creating and sharing and loving and OPENING to life.
That’s also what I do for others. A few hours a week, between my writing and creating and home making, I hold space and guide you places you either don’t want go to or don’t know how to go to.
In 2022 I’m simplifying and leading ONE group of women all year, starting Feb and ending before the holidays.
I’ll be mentoring you and holding space and offering coaching and feedback and practice virtually- and then with opportunities to come on retreat.
Link in my bio to learn more. We have received more applications than we can say yes to, but until all deposits are in its first come, first served.
Video of amazing women in my 2020 program INITIATION, all women out there doing such incredible things wildly and boldly and tenderly in the world ♥️ (@ani_ferlise, @melinte_tyche, @ashleyfmorey @healinghausboston beautiful souls I had the pleasure of supporting.)

Back in my indie film meets Hollywood days I co-p

Back in my indie film meets Hollywood days I co-produced a feature film called BARE and there’s a line in it I’ve been thinking of lately…
In the scene Dianna Agron (from Glee) and iconic Paz De La Huerta have broken into a hotel pool in Reno and Paz’s character says to Dianna’s…
⚡️If you don’t decide what you want for your life the world will decide for you.⚡️
Or something like that. And I think about this line a lot.
Because it’s a spiritual truth and in these times if we don’t choose where we look and how we engage with LIVING - the pressure of the main stream over culture stress fear politics and unconscious desires will do so for us.
You can choose whether you orient your existence towards more more more accumulation, whatever sense of security things give us, external success, etc…news, politics, fear of what comes next…
Or, on the flip: spiritual materialism and seeing all as “love and light” and turning away from tough stuff and wanting more more more as spiritual manifestation etc for self…
OR perhaps…
Holding the depth of the relative world and the intensity and suffering while having an open heart and embodying love and joy and sorrow and transformation…
Turning towards…
Creating community, sharing resources, believing in magic, devotion to unseen worlds, union and reverence for the cycles of nature and the body, respect and honor for elders, regeneration of Earth and body and community…
It certainly is difficult to shed or transform the mindset and conditioning we’ve inherited and are constantly bombarded with…
But I am whole heartedly devoted to the choice and journey….Which I call the reclamation and embodiment of the feminine soul.
❤️‍🔥Alexandra
Join me in 2022 in group mentorship and community if you are called, cultivating your voice in the world, your courage, getting to know your patterns well and unwell, working with the unseen worlds…and standing for love and possibility in these times.
A few more days to gather this group of magicians, creatrixes, healers, and alchemists, seeresses and makers…link in bio.
Blessed be.
Pic by @bodyscapesinnature
#embodiment #lunarcycle #tantra #alchemy #divinefeminine